colinbear

Monday

2011-01-11T02:29:00.001+11:00

the overwhelming feeling of happiness knowing the person you like likes you back

Life

2011-01-02T22:54:00.002+11:00

its funny how you just think something will always be there but before you know it you're wondering how youve been living without it .

tumblr

2010-12-21T02:29:00.001+11:00

i was just reading someones tumblr and now i feel kinda emo. srsly guess who's tumblr i was reading LOLOL ahh.

atar why?

2010-12-15T08:10:00.003+11:00

i cant believe my life revolves around a few stupid pixel-lated numbers. yet my life has still come to a complete halt and i dont know how long it will take for me to get it back on track...

WoW.

2010-12-05T03:36:00.001+11:00

im literally scared and confused.

Work work work

2010-11-21T02:30:00.001+11:00

just wrote my first and hopefully my shittest resume ever. lolz if i get hte job 8D

family.

2010-11-12T01:02:00.000+11:00

how much can someone hate their father? someone tell me the limit and ill double it

money

2010-11-07T02:56:00.001+11:00

someone neeeds to teach me to value money.

just two mroe days

2010-11-01T01:32:00.001+11:00

two more days and the hsc is over . 2 more days!!!!! zomg . hopefully all my fruits and efforts .. in year 6 to get into selective will carry my lack of efforts in the current time ^_^.

i pray so hard the floor boards broke. lol~

fruits are yummy .. when they're not rotten.

2010-10-31T02:38:00.000+11:00

life gave me two apples. and i chose the rotten one )=

i think my future just spilled through my fingers.

2010-10-25T22:21:00.001+11:00

nomNOMNOMNOM MATHAS NOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM.

MATHS

2010-10-25T07:30:00.001+11:00

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dont lie i know you're all thinking this right now. T^T

kabOoom

2010-10-23T12:28:00.001+11:00

my computer fucking exploded at like 3am whilst in middle of using like 2 days ago D: fucking scared the bujebus outta me >_> buut it was worth it cause i spent 2 hours eating cupcakes from a cupcake store to test out their cupcakes =D oh my lord they tasted sooo guuud.

P.S jess give me back my pants if yo uread this .

LAlalalALLAlAL

2010-10-19T19:12:00.001+11:00

pimples are the bane of my life.LOL.

and my dog keeps barking its fucking annoying . he srsly barks at nothing for hours.HOURS.how is that even possible man doesnt he get tired -.-

HSC

2010-10-18T00:39:00.002+11:00

god is it not hard enough i have to be asian but an asian who has to study ENGRISH!? life is cruel.

2MOREDAYS!

2010-10-13T02:26:00.001+11:00

2 MORE DAYS UNTIL I FIND OUT IF IM GOIGN TO BE A HOBO.

cousins birfday ~!

2010-10-10T01:13:00.001+11:00

NOT MUCH TO SAY SEPT I ate like a countries worth of food today! =D it was so yummy. so so soo yummy *Droools* now i need to run about ...45 hours? to cancel it out . =D

dinner

2010-10-08T22:59:00.001+11:00

so i get home right and i say to my dad. whats for dinner~!? all in chinese of course and hes like oh theres heaps on the table. i go to the table and tehres 2 dumplings. all in all he basically told me to go make my own dinner. -.-

Im Bored.

2010-10-08T09:53:00.002+11:00

im rather bored so i thought id start blogging on a more regular basis. ( hopefully daily but im a lazy kent so LOL)Anyway today i woke up at like 7.50 and had to literally bolt to the train station so i could catch the train with miki. fuck my life i dont think ive woken up this early in like .. 2 months AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but yeah after that we had breakfast and she went to work (hohoho) and now its around 10 and ive already been at uts for 30 minutes or sooo. i said id come early today but no one believed me . ha suck it bitches. LOL. there isnt really anythign to blog at this hour but lately as in the past few days ive just been.. studying at the library lolololol what a elaborate life i have.

Annnnd yeah ^^

FUUUUuuuUUU

2010-10-06T23:35:00.000+11:00

fucking brandsexlucsive fk u fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck i want my bag T_T

cant sleep.

2010-10-06T02:41:00.001+11:00

itstartedwith:
(10:24 PM) ǝnɥǝnɥɐ-ɹɐǝquılo: hey
andendedwith ~ mmk.

butwouldidoitallagain..probablynot. =\

LOL fkn wg making me think about this shit + i cant sleep.

HSC.

2010-10-03T00:24:00.005+10:00

note to self. i cant spare days like i did today to take a break >_>

HSC.

2010-10-03T00:24:00.003+10:00

note to self. i cant spare days like i did today to take a break >_>

what to do.

2010-09-09T23:59:00.001+10:00

its painful when you disappoint yourself
but it kills to disappoint loved ones

im 18

2010-08-29T14:04:00.001+10:00

im 18. i push away the people that love me and hold the ones that dont.

how things have changed.

2010-08-04T22:47:00.001+10:00

today use to be such an important day to me )=

‎"Colour my life with the chaos of trouble."

2010-07-27T00:46:00.001+10:00

school sucks. life sucks. T_T

2010-07-12T23:58:00.000+10:00

wow it took a day to turn 8 months of unconditional love to turn into anger.. i cant believe i was so blind sighteed by her -.-

2010-07-12T19:50:00.001+10:00

im just siting in my room.. and i just realise that my whole life is falling apart..

spacebound..

2010-07-05T17:06:00.000+10:00

And I woulda did anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now, it's too late to save our
Love...

2010-07-02T22:46:00.001+10:00

why does the world let me down when i put so much hope in it.

2010-07-02T21:41:00.000+10:00

today was the last straw

..

2010-06-26T23:16:00.002+10:00

she makes me feel so much anger and sorrow and sadness, and it eats at me little by little . i know i should let go.... but i love her

im blogging cause my friend told me too.. scary bitch she is LOL.

2010-06-20T23:32:00.002+10:00

soooooo its 11:32 and ive just been amazed by the stalking skills of one of my friends LOL. ahh anyways lifes going so so stuff could be better but meh its hsc cant really do much i guess. i went hursie today to have lunch with rebz and it was going good but then it turned out a bit weird at the end.. and yeah i had also had a chat with another friend who happened to give me a LOT of insight into something that had been bothering me for a long time now. so yeah that was good and bad but i guess it kinda helps me in making a decision which ive been struggling with for a long time but ive forgetting about because of how well things have been going. in the end i still have to make the decision and in the end only a handful of people can really do much to influence my final choice..

^ what a shit way to start my blogging again LOL. oh well no roses and doves and fucking cherry blossom shit happening in life lately.

jess is like, alwais here

2010-05-10T22:45:00.001+10:00

Hi Colin, you smell.. In fact I can smell you from here.. Eurgh what a pong

Oh wait that's just your dog

:)

jess told me to

2010-05-08T16:48:00.001+10:00

so im blogging lool. lifes ok rightnow ok but not good so yeah =)

jess wuz here

2010-02-28T14:20:00.003+11:00

(Thinking of anyone atm?)
Something to make you smile, Colin :)

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2010-02-27T11:01:00.001+11:00

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and the worst thing is i dont know why this is bothering me so much.

I< 3I

2010-02-13T01:33:00.000+11:00

i had a pretty fucking awesome early valentines =) <3

disappointed.

2010-01-26T22:08:00.001+11:00

i use to spell this with 2s' but im so use to writing it now that is no longer a problem. tonight just added to a long list of disappointment .

DotA~!

2010-01-22T00:02:00.000+11:00

god i finally deleted it man. srsly thats like deleting 5 years of my life. sighs now im going to be epic bored 24/7

6am

2010-01-18T06:06:00.000+11:00

lol.lol.lol.lol.lol.lol.lol. cant wait till school starts woots. ==

2010-01-10T04:13:00.000+11:00

sometimes i just wish i was an insect. get laid and let the bitch eat me. win win.

dododoododododododododododood

2010-01-02T04:06:00.000+11:00

lol its 4am and im not tired lol yesterday or a couple of days ago was new years and we decided to go watch the fire works and that stuff. it was pretty shitty considering how fucking long we waited. the 12 o clock one only lasted like 15 minutes man lol i was expecting at least 30 . guess people are getting cheap and and running outta ideas and stuffffff. poker at wgs after and fucking RAGE FIST! lost with a ace king on suit to a 8/6 offsuit man god rage. and then i had a 18 dollar to 2 dollar advanatge but we ran outt time so i had to keep going all in. fucking lady luck is banging jimmy or something cause i got nothing sighs.

all in all it was a fun day =)

thursday 15th oct 2009

2009-10-15T19:11:00.001+11:00

today is the beginning of a new day .

Need to sleep earlier~

2009-10-08T01:21:00.002+11:00

lol again im awake at like 1:30 doing nothing , and then i have to wake up at like 8 to be at amys by 9 D: . srsly sleeping is so nice why cant i just sleep earlier =.=
yeah anyways yesterday i went to the footy game betwen tech and syd boys with mat and amy. HAHAHA smashed em bitches (Y) even though i did nothin to contribue at all 8D.

i met my idol the MIZ today and i swear i couldnt stop smiling hes so hot (LOL). so yeah looking forward to a fun day today and hopefully ill be sleepimg sometime soon.

AND fuck i cant find my black tie T_T fail.

llate night blog

2009-10-03T02:37:00.001+10:00

has slipped back into the past D: sighs.

stg sociall ~ woot.

2009-09-28T20:16:00.001+10:00

yay social was pretty fun =D . even though the boat was like on the verge of fuckign capsizing no one fell ova and we made it back lol. then the next day i failed eco lol. the sacrifices made to have fun

bored lol

2009-09-24T19:57:00.000+10:00

yay ty jess for like pimping out my blog <3. LOOL. fuck i might actually blog now just to make this thing look good.

2009-09-24T19:27:00.003+10:00

did i mention colinbear sucked
:).
LOVE JESS ♥

2009-09-23T21:24:00.000+10:00

HEY QIN YOU SUCK HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA =D

JkZ , welcome ^^ <3

2009-09-18T20:46:00.001+10:00

oh lawd my hair is so fuckedup.

2009-09-08T01:17:00.000+10:00

learned how to fold a paper heart at 1 am instead of sleeping. lols awesome.

jess is making me blog.

2009-09-04T20:39:00.002+10:00

ERRRMmmmmm... kinda spent another day at hurise lol.
I really need to stop bumming , its kinda boring and i
really should be working or something=\. anyways today
I .... did nothing lol. ooh i found out dimsim has a hawt hawt
lady friend LOL must get an intro man haha. besides that
i basically just spent the whole day meeting up with friends
^^ awesome thing to do !

and tomorrow im going UNSW with sharron + her friends D=.
im gonna be like so odd but ah wells xD

lols

2009-09-01T21:41:00.001+10:00

ive got like periods or osmething total mood swing . today was awesome =D

bad days gone bad

2009-08-31T21:14:00.003+10:00

someone told me something a few days ago and it didnt bother me much until today... it finally hit me, the importance of what was said and im feeling everythign bad possible. i honestly didnt think it would get to me so much but it has.. something so stupid.. something i already knew but it still gets me.

It hurts.

it pisses me of.

it tears me apart inside...

2009-08-30T18:29:00.001+10:00

jogging sucks balls. T_T

birthday outting~!

2009-08-30T01:02:00.002+10:00

ok yesterday was pretty LOLs. watch a good movie sang at K for like 3 hours, seemed really long and everyone was kinda eager to leave lol. after we had dinner at pepper lunch, fucking curry stoog didnt book my seats . =.= god. LOL but we managed to squeeze everyone in so that was good xD. we had a cake after for me AK and sab. awesome =D it had strawberries~!.

afterwards was the bomb man. srsly LOL nathan and wg were just tops. amy thought she was drinking coke and just totally wasted herself as well lol. funny to start of with got a bit shit bricks when she bloody ended up in kingsgrove. but yeah everyone was having fun i hope and if im luck next year ill have even more fun on my birthday =D.

tried something new today! it was shit never gonna do it again .

wednesday lol.

2009-08-26T18:06:00.001+10:00

well i actually bummed on a wednesday for a change so yeah wow .Met up with nathan and wg. Qin was buying undies at myers LOL sexy . but yeah we met up in the dvd section and basically she decided to by dexter. after that we sat around for like ages then jess and lynn came and we sat around for even longer lol. basically then i walked home how gay =\

2009-08-25T23:56:00.001+10:00

HI COLIN
I OWN
YOU (:

@11:56 pm, 25th August 2009

first day as a blogger.

2009-08-25T23:27:00.001+10:00

lol well im gay enough to wear pink i might as well blog. bored lol first day its fucking late gonna sleep laters.

colinbear

Monday

Life

tumblr

atar why?

WoW.

Work work work

family.

money

just two mroe days

fruits are yummy .. when they're not rotten.

i think my future just spilled through my fingers.

MATHS

kabOoom

LAlalalALLAlAL

HSC

2MOREDAYS!

cousins birfday ~!

dinner

Im Bored.

FUUUUuuuUUU

cant sleep.

HSC.

HSC.

what to do.

im 18

how things have changed.

‎"Colour my life with the chaos of trouble."

spacebound..

..

im blogging cause my friend told me too.. scary bitch she is LOL.

jess is like, alwais here

jess told me to

jess wuz here

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I< 3I

disappointed.

DotA~!

6am

dododoododododododododododood

thursday 15th oct 2009

Need to sleep earlier~

llate night blog

stg sociall ~ woot.

bored lol

jess is making me blog.

lols

bad days gone bad

birthday outting~!

wednesday lol.

first day as a blogger.

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